My Fairytale...

2011-11-09T01:26:00.003+08:00

hahahs it's been 1 year 1 month and 2 days since i've posted on this blog. doubt anyone ever sees it anyway :)

so so so much have chnaged since the last time i've posted .

lol...

lazy to type....

BUHBYE <3

2010-10-07T17:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE OF THIS AWESOME RANDOM AND SPASTIC WORLD :D

I"M BACCKCKKKKKKKKKKK

okayy so apparently i've been MIA-ing for like 1 month :P

freaking lazy alrightssss >.< TSKTSK

things haven been going so well.... but oh wells... i'm sick and tired of crying.

HEHE SO I"M GONNA CHEER MYSELF ON !!!!!!! :D JY!

must cheer me on too ^^

today;s the last day i'm spending with 2FG (formal lessons wise)

WILL FREAKING MISS EVERYONEEEEEEE HEARTzzzzzZ!

and and if you're reading this..... JIA YOU FOR EOYS ALRIGHTYYYY :D

I hope i've made some memories for my friends to keep of me ^^ good ones...

I've sure kept many many of theirs :D EPIC TIMES TGT ^^

Looking forward to class chalet :) pretty sure its gonna be as AWESOME and CRAZY and SPASTIC as last year's . TEEHEEEEEE!!!! 3 days 2 nights FTW !!!!!!~!!!!

Tmr's math and lit paper..... and lemme tell ya... my head's as blank as it can get =.=|||
D': HOW DO I LIVEEEEEE....... Can't wait for EOYs to be overrrrrr cause i can't wait:

-for ponutty to stay over:D

-to go do my hair with grace:D

-to go crazy with chen lan, grace and 'lin yang"(CL's friend)

-to freaking stay over at claudia's hse!!!3D2N ! <3

-to go kboxing with siyu fish and jolene mushy ( and amanda :) she hasn't confirmed)

- SURABAYA !!! rooming with huijun GFF :D

-AUSTRALIAAAAAAAAAA<3

-for bern and jolene mushyy to come overrr :D (my hse-playyyy)

-Counsel bonding camp!!!!3D2N:) - with juniorsssss<3
which reminds me..... HAZEL IS DOWN RIGHT BIMBOOOONESSS :D

(ohoho thx sally cutie for the sweet:))

anw......

lazyness caused me to stop here ><

JEAN
less than three <3

2010-09-01T12:24:00.002+08:00

Hey peepppsss ^^

... i have been feeling so scared these days...

~~but well... since i guess i don't exactly mean that much to her maybe i should stop getting upset and curling myself in a corner because of her.. we all have to move on.... lose some gain some...~~ i still really love you :D (i'm not les)

Anw... didn't go back to KHS ytd since stella and my timing totally clashed.. and FY was.... too lazy to go back -.- .. ZZZZZ.. so anw.. claudia awesome NG came over :D:D:D and we were like slacking and talking and spazzing abt shinee till 5 :)
then walked her to the bus-stop and retardly waited for and empty 'cheap' taxi or bus while singing and dancing to genie:P ....after like FOREVER.. one came.. and she boarded it..

went up...phone rang .. " JEAN !!!! i left something in ur hse!! -.-" ... okay so.. brought it down to her..LOL then bathed and stuff... and went to meet ahyih and TM

LOL... okay anw... ytd ended really sucky....

JEAN

p/s:I just hope today gets better..feelin' like crap.

2010-08-29T16:31:00.003+08:00

hey people ^^

haven been posting for long..
feeling rather weird lately...
weird in a bad way..

went out with grace ytd ^^ had major loads of fun.
somehow... still felt weird...there's smth i couldn't get off my mind...
not sure what..but i just felt so unsure .. and scared...

i just hope that things would get better.

~~things feel so vulnerable~~

~~its getting so much harder to speak to you....~~

well...
i'm pathetic :)

2010-08-09T20:56:00.002+08:00

hey peep :P

feeling really really weird.
ike SUPER high for national day...
but like... think of school and its like *sigh*

i have no idea what to do for bio project...
if you've no idea what i'm talkin' bout..
well... we're supposed to do a brochure on like save sex or smth for bio -.-
its majorly RETARDED...

chatting with claudia and gisella on MSN now.. and they;re like majorly HIGH

OKAY ANW...

A promised letter :
(copied exactly from the paper) GREEDY >.<

hieee!!
lol! i know this is like super random.... ANW.. really glad t got to kow an AWEOSOME junior like you :D
THX 4 EVERYTHING :)

Err... fristly, i know i've like always been a total bitch.. :P like.. i know its totally true >.< SRY. hahas:P just really glad you told me to ' cherish what i have' . it really woke me up.. alot. That's why i'm trying to change and stuff :D. maybe not just towards you.. but everyone elseas well :P . so in a way..you've changed my life significantly :D TEEHEE! Well ermm....i used to care and bother too much about trying to please ppl who didn't like me and sorta started nelgectingand taking forgranted ppl who were always there for me .. like you and amanda :) ? .. sry>.<

next.. i know you might be facing tugh times in life. Be it training or friends or family or wtv.But stay strong and hang in there cause we'll all be here for you :D if not, here's ur 24/7 hotline : 91791231 :D OHOH !!and rmb the paper i gave you ?? "you can do it" i believe you can ! ur parents might not realise how impt running is to you. But i'm sure they'll realise son enough.

Lastly, i'm really lucky & honored to even be ur 'jie ' or smth :) since therere like so many ppl wanting to be it and i' like not pretty or popular or anything :X soo.... it's really a blessing on my part ^_^

JIAYOU in everything you do !! we'll all be behind you! <3

p/s: it might not be as long as amanda's letter but you should still feel honored kay :D

love,
JEAN

2010-08-08T10:52:00.002+08:00

i hope you really mean it ...
when you said we'd still be really good friends...
when you said you'd give me a chance....

i'd trust you.. i hope you trust me to..

i'm really sry ..
thx for everything...

friends forever :)

JEAN

2010-08-07T11:25:00.003+08:00

Life is getting so tiring... i'm starting to wonder if all that i did was worth it...

Things seems to be going wrong... all so wrong...
hopes are bleak....
i wake up everyday with nothing to look forward to...
sucky sucky sucky...

i hate the feeling of living in fear everyday...
in fear that that all would be gone someday....

I'm tired of trying...

Just what do i have to look forward to....

JEAN

2010-07-29T22:07:00.004+08:00

hey peeps :D

HAVING A "BROKEN LEG" TOTALLY SUCKS...

came really late for section meeting today..couldn't wake up ): Zzz....
section meeting lasted long( cause we were slacking) then.. we were sorta late for frc.. so everyone started rushing there....
and well..... yes.. retarded me was limping away.... then everyone started RUNNING .. cause the human wall ppl were like gonna block us off.. AND I COULDN'T RUN FOR NUTS...>< yes... i was the last to reach (i think) and well.. i did try running... which wasn't of much help except it hurt my leg alot more >.< ....

lessons lessons lessons (p/s: i'm starting to hate english .... cause whatever i do , even if i know i've put in effort, he says its half hearted and slip shot... so yeah.. who cares >.< )

then stayed back for CNA and some Trybe thingy...
then.. mummy was ahvin meeting so had to go home on my own...
and i really dun know why... but i chose to WALK all the way home >.<
which was an effing wrong chioce..
anw :D
thx for walking with me ponut :D
and grace and siyu for indirectly walking with me :D

Zzz... felt uber tired when i reached home... felt dead
>.<....
then had chinese tuition which totally drained me.. and yeah... that's how my sucky day went ...

hahahs ^^
sry lazy to continue

JEAN
~~i miss you...~~

2010-07-28T18:40:00.003+08:00

hey people! :D i know this is rare. but hey!! i'm posting again ^^

today was suppose to be okay but felt sorta weird on the way home....

ytd was a JOKE... i freaking twisted my ankle... whatever happened after that was a long story.. and yeaps :) you've guess it. i'm too lazy to type the whole thing out...

so yeah. went to see a chinese doc.. which explains why i'm wearing a bandage today >< they said i'd have to go back on friday since i hurt my ligament o.o whatever that means... which goes to say i'll be missing abit of dance..

anw.. i have a sudden urge to post about my friends and thank them for everything:D if you're here , be honoured :D if you're not , i still love you ^^ and i'll post abt you sooner or l8r..

kinda lazy today.. so yeah. gonna be kinda short:P

AMANDA PONUT TAN :D

I FREAKING LOVE YOU TTM ^^

you might not be the coolest friend ever :X
but you sure are the best-est friend someone could have :D
i;m really lucky to hvae you as a friend..
although i might be like a TOTAL BITCH sometimes :P:P:P
and and.. UBER SRY for having to leave you out whenever i have duty :X
ILY <3 please love me back :D
random but :P LETS JY FOR CNA !!!!

p/s : i haven forgiven you for going to VJ >.< !!!!!

LING HUI JUN GFF ^_^

OMGOMGOMG :D

we have like EXCELLENT telepathy>.<
teehee!! am really really glad to have a friend like you :D
i feel really at ease when sharing stuff with you ^^
and and !! i LOVE partnering you in dance :P
sry for anything i've done wrong :P or when i act super selfish or anything >.<

I THINK YOU ROCK :D

p/s: stop being so naive >.<

CLAUDIA NG GUMMY :P:P:P

YOU ARE UBER PWETTY >.< !!!!!

i think you are a really nice friend :D:D
UBER glad i got to know you through EDS ^^
plusplus:P love partnering you during council stuff ^^
you are hilarious :P and i freaking enjoy my time with you :P (NO- KIDDING!)
thx for always being available to slack with me at lucky when i'm too sian to go home and stuff >.<
STAY AWESOME ^^

p/s: i feel like a total bimbo around you >.< !

HSINTUNG TONY :D

AWESOME-ST SENIOR EVAAAAAAA!!

thx for always looking out for me ^^
and and for staying there with me when i sprained my freaking ankle :P
(sry i'm sorta lazy to continue typing but....)

DUN YOU DARE FORGET ME OR SECTION 4 OR ELSE !!!!!!!

p/s: dun gimme SOP >.< !

CHEN LAN :D

HIEEEE :D

i know you won't read this firstly cause its in english..
secondly cause i dun think you even know i have a blog :P

ANW. THX FOR EVERYTHING !! U R AN AWESOME FRIEND! :D

p/s: stop being sick >.<

FANG YUN BFFFFFFFFFF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I EFFING LOVE YOU TTM FOREVAAAA !!! :P:P:P

(i'm getting really lazy alrd >.<)

errrrrrrrrrrr........ thx 4 everything ? :P

p/s: i hope you never grow taller than me :X oopppssss

to all the rest ( if i've said hiee to you .. or smiled to you . or even spoke to you b4.. YES this msg is for you :D:D i really do rmb you. i'm just lazy)

THX FOR EVERYTHING YOU"VE DONE FOR ME. i might be lazy to post for every single one of you..but. please do know that i really really treasure every single one of you.. :D

p/s: continue ROCKING :D

JEAN<3
p/s: i love my friends!!!! :P

2010-07-24T09:24:00.003+08:00

hieeeeee :D

uber bored..
haven't posted in like a million years...

claudia's over at my hse now >< we ate weird starchy soup (tasted more like mashed potato) with bread for breakfast >.<.. tasted sorta weird but still okay..

mum took cyrus to botanical gardens. couldn't follow since i had to go to school l8r. :( missin' him alrd.

was camwhoring with claudia :P . will upload only one pic here since i'm too lazy >.< the rest will be on FB :X

2010-07-17T22:04:00.003+08:00

hey peeps...
today can't be counted okay.. its far from okay...

i'm feeling really weird and hurt and upset but ppl i'm trying to tell just doesn't seem to geddit..i'm feeling sour and bitter and upset and tired and everything.... and scared...

to amanda: i'm sry for being such an ass...
to him: i'm just really sry for everything...

i know its really stupid... but... i got sorta hurt when seekim made a bookmark for everyone but me.. when i even told her i wanted one... and the huijun incident at the table.... i just felt so insignificant after that...as in... i always knew i was... but i never thought till that extent....

~~I'm starting to think maybe i'll never geddit... never know... never belong...~~

Its weird to be so used to feeling lonely....

you know... jamie told me that at least i'm always in a group... well.. i don't think she knows there's sucha thing as being unknowingly left out and kept invincible even when u're inna group... it feels worse... cause. nobody can tell...

i'm starting to wonder where i'm heading...starting to wonder where this is all heading... starting to wonder if i'm even going the right way... i'm not even sure i'm on the right path..
~~starting to wander off..~~

i'm really scared.. time's ticking by so quickly.. everything's coming and going so quickly.. i can't even see things properly... they're all ablur now...

i'm realy lost... i hope i can get some help.. i'm not sur who to tell all this to... there seems to be no one... since... i'm always alone...maybe not physically.. but... deep down.. i still am.. ~~alone~~..

JEAN

2010-07-03T19:03:00.002+08:00

Hey peepsss :D
just got home from dinner and badminton >.<><>.<>> PLS WIN !!! >.< class="Apple-style-span" color="#3333FF">BLUE :P

done for now,

JEAN

2010-06-30T18:55:00.002+08:00

hey peeps....

i really felt like posting today.. lol..
kinda upset these few days. mostly cause i didn't get accepted by VJC....also cause of dance today.. CRAP.FLOP.SCREWED. teacher's gonna get me outta the whole thing soon... he's gonna kick me outta smth.>.< i totally messed up the beating AND the steps -.- i SWEAR.... no one in dance is as screwed as i am in that area... i can dream about performing on okto live le.................

So easy to dream ... So hard to achieve...

BLEH....

BTW... cch's "bazaar by the lake" 's coming up soon this 17th july. come come kay :D not sure if you can buy tickets on the spot though

2010-06-21T22:42:00.004+08:00

PEOPLE!!!!!! i haven't posted in a million yearss ><
awfully awfully lazy.. growing more blubber each day :X

JAPAN WAS FRAWESOME !!!! <3 came back totally broke ...... and with a debt O.O

holidays are so so so tiring... dance service learning more dance more homework more projects lada da da daa ... blah blah blah D':
yesh!! and amanda's at my house doing hist & chines & more blogsssss.... she's staying till 11.30 :D PM !!!! AWESOMENESS :P:P:P

dance is tiring.. as usual.... like OBVIOUSLY.....

bored bored ...

last week of hols.. FREAK.. :(
didn't even freakin' getta enjoy it well D':
HOMEWORK KILLS... they freakin murder for nuts >.<

bored bored.... wudevaaaaaaaa :D
crapped long enough liao i guess^^

BUHBYESSSS :D

2010-05-20T21:03:00.002+08:00

hey peeps ><

3 and half hours of dance followed by napfa 2.4 is the perfect recipe to kill me ><

i swear... my legs are like KILLING me.....i can't even walk properly )': bleahzzzz.....
urghhh bored bored bored.. whatever :P

i'm just updating ^^
BUHBYEE :D

2010-05-15T18:52:00.003+08:00

HIEE PEOPLE :D

I'm officially back after a THOUSAND years ><

Don't ask me how MYEs were... i FLOPPED ....

omgomgomg..... having a major headache now >

I'm seriously lost for words....>.< bleahzz.... UBER BORED....

crap crap crap....

okay lets see. HMMM......

MYES ARE OVER !!!!! :D

lol... btw..
FANG YUN CAME THAT DAY :D SHEER AWESOMENESS!!!!!!

i'll post only 1 pic :P
far too lazy >.<
the rest will be on FB :D

lalala... ><

okay... today was utterly screwed ><
firstly... i woke up at 10.30 and slacked in bed till 11.15 ...
then ate a BIG BAO for brunch :P
then changed and went to make my ezlink >< (i lost the previous one)
BLEAHZ....
then went to VJC for the admission test >.<
EFFING FLOPPED IT ....

LOL...
ohih!!!! anw

ZHE KAI AND AMANDA !!!! YOU"LL GET IT FOR LYING TO ME LIKE THAT !!!!! ><
and my mum still scolded me D:

HMPH !!!!

lols... seriously.. i'm way too lazy to continue:D

BUHBYESSS <3

2010-04-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

utterly lazy to post >.<

fangyun came over today :D WOOTS !!!!
<3 love her ttm!!! we were CRAZY i tell you..
totally insane ^^
shall elabo' more tmr :D or next time >< UBER tired now *yawns*

LOLS

BFF<3

JEAN
p/s: MANY MORE PICS ON FB :D

2010-04-04T21:16:00.001+08:00

STRESSED !!!

2010-04-02T20:53:00.003+08:00

hey people :D
haven been blogging for afew days i think ><
this update of blog was requested by my AWESOME YOU MIN JIE JIE :D
<3

woke up early today..><
had breakfast at singpost with claudia, gis, gladys and ranch :D teehee
ate happy meal ^^ and got some bubbles hairband :P

then went to school for PW >< we were like LATE >.< toot.
hahas
. blh blah...
found out fishcae reached at like 8 ? omg ><
(we were supposed to reach at 9 )

blah blah.
left.
badminton.
dinner.
now home with tata and ker yih and kor and some friends . (they're friends)
chatting with jia wei and you min and ponut now :D
AWESOME PPL :D i think amanda's coming tmr...
:D to study >< freaking left my bio file in school when i have i bio test on monday ><
so nice nice ponut's coming tmr to study with me :D awesome much !! :D

anw

YOUMIN JIE JIE AND JIA WEI KORKOR ARE AWESOME :D

AWESOME :D

2010-03-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

BELOVED FANG YUN AND STELLA ~!!

2010-03-23T19:29:00.003+08:00

MY BELOVED AND TOTALLY AWESOME BFFS !!!!

i totally miss cum love you two TTM !!
! i'm not sure how to actually express this overwhelming feeling with words!!
but days in khs with were really really like one of my happiest times^^
where i know i truly had someone to rely on. i am lucky.. SUPER UBER LUCKY.. to have friends like you two.. honestly !!!

FANG YUN AWESOME PEA :D

i totally miss our super uber crazy times...
like honestly.. when we always acted retarded^^
and when you always had a way to cheer me up when i was down ^^
the times you came over to my hse and did stupid things like finding dried leaves for *errhum* :D
of course also when you spit a whole lot of clorinated swimming pool water filled with m&m colouring on my face^^
and when we totally took "revenge" on my brother that time :D
(paper soap .. hintss* ^^ )

also when you always liked observing strange ppl like those bi sexual ppl at my condo which you saw touching each others "boobs" (they were guys fyi)
and that strange uncle who kept staring at us ^^
and of course a thousand more!!!!

like always ruching to the muslim stalls durring recess to buy chicken nuggets where all three of us would race to see who ate the fastest or slowest..
well others might think we were lame ^^
but who cares as long as we're having fun and their NOT :D
these may be small retarded things ^^ but they sure were the best memories of my life ^^
(i know there's alot more.. but this post would nver end if i continued)

anw.. just wanted to let you know how lucky i am to have you ^^
I HEARTS YOU 4EVA!!!!
<333

STELLA AWESOME BUTTER :D

omgomgomg ^^ totally missed the days we went for duty together during recess^^
it might have been a boring daily routine ^^ but just having you there changes everything ^^
we always used to chat on our petrols ^^
i could always tell you everything on my mind ^^
nd you ALWAYS understood^^

i honestly don't know how to express my gratitude watsoever ^^
but i AWESOMELY LOVE YOU !!!!!

also that chicken nugget thingy i mentioned above :D

BEST FRIENDS FOREVERRRRRRR !!!!!
<333

2010-03-23T19:06:00.002+08:00

hey people...
today's so NOT awesome...

so anyway i totally suck..

I"M UTTERLY SRY :(

went to eatz culture after pw with ranch and zk and ponut.>.<
didn't talk much..
was too disgusted with myself ...
and was thinking bout' how everyone else was disgusted by me.

I KNOW I SUCK.
don't remind me :(

i'm not sure since when...
did life became so scary..
when being around someone could be so pressurising...
where you had to walk on eggshells around ppl being afriad of doing/saying wrong even the slightest thing.
where rumours would start spreading worse than fire if ur slightest bit of actions or words sparked it when you hadn't even meant it that way.
the difference between how rumours and fire spread is that one spreads the same throughout but the other changes and get worse as it spreads.
well.. you'd get what i mean if you've seen how rumours and stories have changed so tremendously from mouth to mouth, you'd nver know they were referring to you even after you've heard the rumour.

why can't we live life as it is.....
why..
suck up..
be two-faced..
backstab...
betray..
get jealous...

life is changing isn't it?
the simple beautiful life god planned for us has changed into a scary thing where you never know who or what to trust.
where you've to think for hours what to say for fear of being mistaken.
trust is fading... can't you tell?
every second more you hesitate these days when you try to tell someone something..
the seconds just keep increasing doesn't it ? the seconds you take to hesitate ?
soon you don't even have to hesitate and you just decide to keep everything to yourself since you can't trust her to keep it a secret or smth...

don't get me wrong..
i'mnot referring to anyone...
i was just thinking..

FANG YUN BFF!!
I LOVE YOU AWESOMELY ALOT !!!!

AWESOME :D

2010-03-22T21:26:00.003+08:00

hey awesome ppl :D !!!!!

today's such an AWESOME day :D

list of AWESOME ppl :D

AMANDA TAN : AWESOME & GENIUS :D
FANG YUN : AWESOME & HILARIOUS :D
JIAWEI: AWESOME & EATS ALOT :D
CLAUDIA: AWESOME & COMICAL :D
SINYAO: AWESOME & EMO :D
ZHEKAI: AWESOME & DRAMATIC :D
SIYU: AWESOME & IMMATURE >.<

ME :D :D :D

A-W-E! S-O-M-E! AWESOME! AWESOME! THAT IS SO ME !!!! :D

OMGOMG!!
>.< BHB ttm* !!!

okay i know i haven posted in a thousand yearss >.<
okayy.. like more than 10 dayss >.<
many thingss happened in that 10 days....^^
hahas..

CAMP
AWESOME :D
as usual :D

missed claudia :(

STUDY cum HW
went with keith to bedok library where he got so worried that VICKY:D would come back >.<
(vicky's this really scary random and super rich 5 yr old girl >.<)
anw.. did math.. slacked and chat :D

today was okay.. cheered till my throat hurt >.<
kept picking on di(sinyao :P) teehee...

went to lucky with claudia :D
ate maggie mee :D
both of us didn;t finish it >.<
(sry the kids of haiti and africa!!)

mum was nearby so fetched me home >.<

chatted with amanda while i brought cyrus for a walk.
AND HE PEED AND POOPED DOWNSTAIRS SO I HAD TO CLEAR IT UP >.<
amanda! !<3

kor(jiawei) was sick .. he sorta had mc.. so he slacked at home the whole day >.<
then we chatted on msn
GET WELL SOON :D

mental note:

two SHOCKING facts abt jiawei :

- he COOKS!!! (he said he cooks WELL >.< not sure how true)
- he SINGS !!! ( he said he is a VALUED SINGER in his church choir 0.o)

lol... anw.. i'm like damn enthu today... >.<
SHIT.. haven completed elit script. :P

fang yun (AWESOME BFF :D) called me while i was bathing -.- !!
anw chatted abt the UBER WEIRD ppl and teachers in her school >.<
calling her back tmr ^^

AWESOME 2FGians !!!
class tee is HERE !!!! :D

will pass it to you all tmr :D

eating loads of SUPER UBER SWEET choco stuff now >.<
tht totally explains the sugar rush :P

BYE AWESOME PPL :D

JEAN

onew- the name i once loved.

2010-03-09T22:57:00.001+08:00

My hands are chilled
Dimly, the cold memories of love gather.
I know that I no longer
want to impose my feelings on you.
Because I realize that I cannot love you
even though you are so close to me,
Its too hard for me to be wait
for someone that cannot be mine.
I cant endure any longer
because it will never happen
The name that I once loved
travels further away as I call it,
I write down that name, holding back tears,
I want to hide it within myself.
Please understand the days
when I had no choice but to love you
A love that was never realized, is still love
The feeling of love,
which cannot be realized alone, draw near.
The yearning for this love I couldnt even begin
only grows bigger,
and in a column of my chilled heart,
only your scent remains.
The name that I once loved
travels further away as I call it,
I write down that name, holding back tears,
I want to hide it within myself.
Please understand the days
when I had no choice but to love you
A love that was never realized, is still love
I turn it back a thousand times,
going back to the place I was.
Back before a portion of my heart
was snatched away from me
The name that I once loved
(That I loved)
travels further away as I call it,
I write down that name, holding back tears,
I want to hide it within myself.
Please understand the days
when I had no choice but to love you
Even a short love, is still love
_______________________________

i'm posting this again cos i think its really beautiful ^^
A love that was never realised , is still LOVE...

JEAN

2010-03-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
And as in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Tim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Tim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.

Remember to always say what you mean
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

2010-03-07T13:24:00.003+08:00

TODAY

no comments...

SUNDAY

hey people! im absolutely BORED...and stressed.. and freaked out...

okay anyways... common test is coming.. FUR-REEK ...

here comes stress .. homework and more STRESS..

there goes freedom and fun ... :(

lame lame lame.. played badminton ytd with the usual ppl..

except weirdly bryan brendan and branson didn't come..

anw.. played ALOT ytd... didn't really feel tired ^^ had a really good work out ! :D

hmmm.. 11-14th my mum would be having IT show at suntec...

mclogic booth >.<

bro would be helping out.. which goes to say that i would be alone at home with cyrus and auntie ... BORED. and would have to miss badminton :(

will most likely (not sure) stay over at their hse on friday^^ till sat...

then to badminton with erm' ..

then bathe...

THEN GO WATCH SHINee LIVE WITH SOPHIE AND WAI LENG :D

omgogmgomg!!! *heartsss*

blah blah blah... skipped british council today.. WITH amanda ^^ mugging for hcl tmr..

wish me lucks peeps!!!

2010-02-25T21:32:00.005+08:00

okayy... i know i officially looks weird in these photos but.. whatever ^^...

I LOVE YOU FANG YUN :D BFFs ~!!!

HELP!

2010-02-15T16:45:00.000+08:00

2010-02-13T12:50:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!!

firstly ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA BFF!!!

next :D

FY came over ytd :D hell it was fun!!!

we didnt really do much except for swimming^^ but its fun just being tgt!

i miss her loadsssss !!

we did many immature and childish stuff... but who cares!!! as long as we're having fun!!!! :D

i swear.. waterina has weird ppl.. like MANY !!!...

1) that freaky uncle from the Jacuzzi

2) the two gays from the pool side(whom ,FY thought she saw, were touching each other's "boobs"

-from last time..

3) that crazy guy who came to talk to me...

4)that retarded guy who always spoke to himself..

a thousand more :P

keke... after swimming we ate brownie...(did smth* b4 that >.<)

anw FY went back at abt 7 ...

really didn't bear to part :(

i almost cried in the car.... :( ...

am gonna call her later :D

LOVE YA BFF :D :D :D

(stella didn't come :( )

JEAN

2010-02-06T14:07:00.002+08:00

hey^^

last few days were the usual...

homework and tests..

and cca...

went back with huijun after dance ytd...

left by the main gate...

walked outta school and saw this lost(that was what we thought) dog...

worried that smth might happen to it? we started following it...

but it was moving too fast.. so we ended up running...following behind the dog..

we didn't know where we were going... but anw... somehow or another.. we found our way to the nasi lemak store where we made our way back to school by the side gate...-.-

what happened to the dog? we lost it... lol!

anw.. then bought a drink in school b4 we set off for the bus-stop where we started singing like retards.... let three buses (which we could take) pass b4 we entered the forth one and started singing..AGAIN.. anw.. alighted at kembangan MRT..

bought old changkee (however you spell that...) and slacked away at some playground thingy behind the MRT station...

slacked till 7.40pm b4 making our way back...

reached granny's hse..bathed.. slacked... tv-ed... comp-ed ... slept (stayed over at grannys')^^...

JEAN

2010-02-06T13:27:00.004+08:00

Time keeps zooming by...

i can't keep up...

things are happening at sucha rate that i've mixed up dreams and imagination with reality...

i dragged myself outta bed this morning to find myself being overwhelmed with regret...

i shouldn't have gotten up...

my dream wasn't all that sweet...

it was a partial nightmare...

why? you might ask , did i long to stay in it...

because as compared to reality...

the all simple average life in my dream was to be envious of..

my dream left me with part of answers and questions....

its too hard a problem to solve..

like in an exam where they give you clues to solve the maths problem...

this one was all too hard . unsolvable. i was undoubtedly, CONFUSED.

what next step should i take.. ?

i was lost...

and having woken up , i found myself in a nightmare...

i was left... PATHETIC...

friendless... hated... proud... act...rumours...burden..sucker...

reality was seeping in... bit by bit...

and soon, i was harshly shaken awake by it...

REALITY..

'JEAN

2010-01-30T18:58:00.002+08:00

hey pepo!!

i know i always say this..

but still...

BORED BORED BOREDDD~!!!

I'm damn upset luh....

SHINee is in singapore and they are having an autograph session AND a concert..

and guess what...

I'M NOT GOING~!!!

freak... :(

i'm not sure what's with me... i keep suspecting... and thinking.. and imagining...

suspecting that people do things with motive.. thinking that everyone hates me (which should be true)... imagining that my future would end like a fairytale ... happily ever after ...

i know i suck... i hate myself

JEAN

2010-01-27T15:29:00.002+08:00

:D hey people~!!

sry for the super late update...

I SWEAR.. seekim gave me the scare of me life today :D

anw.. I LOVE YOU SEEKIM :D ...

anw anw...

I CAN"T BELIEVE I JUST SKIPPED EDS ~!!!! I'm sry mr berc~!!

waiting in line to murder me tmr..

first up.. movie review (!!!***)

next in line .. chem quiz

last but not least.. ting xie..( not just any ting xie.. its plus alot of moxie and and AND 20 cheng yu.. including memorising its meaning~!!)

someone kill me!! :(

JEAN

2010-01-20T20:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

formal flathead aka current funky hair

KOH ZHE KAI ~!!!!!!!

rock on dude~!!!!!

JEAN

2010-01-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

HIEE PEOPLE :D

I just bought a wallet :D YAY ~!!!...

okayy....

i'm extremely LAME here.. but seriously.. WHOCARES ....

BORED BORED BOREDDDD ......

JEAN

2010-01-09T21:20:00.003+08:00

i'm scared i'm scared i'm scared ... no no no no... i know its not... i know it can't be... yet a small past of me is still hoping... holding on to that glimmer of hope... hoping that it is... that things won't be so awkward... that we could act normally... that we could exchange greetings when we met... that at least.. even at the least , i could smile at ease when we saw each other.. when at least i thought you saw me... when i least i know you knew i existed... knew ... i wonder if you still know...

JEAN

2010-01-07T15:19:00.002+08:00

hey people :D

i know i haven been posting as frequently... but oh well... i'm Effing lazy luh......

^^ .... ... ... school as been the usual... teachers are quite cool... effing choose the wrong D&T teacher...

Hieeeee!!!! this is siyu :D I am at ser jean's house!!!!!!!!I am here to *DO* d and t!!!!!!!!!byeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! :D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

buhbye ^^

JEAN

2009-12-30T23:48:00.002+08:00

hey peeps~!!

super lazy to post luhzz....

last few days orientation was damn fun :D

got 1hm ^^ ~!! *wootss*

the class was quite enthu ^^

anw...i was damn damn damn damn surprised when they came the next day with practically everything prepared!!! serious!!! like they alrd typed out the scripts... done the props.. EVERYTHING... we hardly had to do anything.. 0.o

great job 1HM :D

anw.. yeah.. sin yao turned up on the second day too :D (as he promised) yay~!!! :D

hahas.. LOL....

i'm damn tired now..

buhbye ^^

LOVESS~!!

JEAN

2009-12-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

hey people~!!

okayy... i know i haven updated in a thousand & 1 yrss... anw...

last few days were real fun~!!!!!!! :D

monday

dance

tuesday

orientation trail

wednesday

orientation trail

thursday

spent whole day watching

korean drama (you're beautiful) ^^

friday

bryan brendan's hse :D

saturday

badminton + christmas celebration with " bryan brendan they all" ... lols ^^

sunday aka today

went out with hui jun , hsin tung , keith , guan yu & zhen an ^^

damn fun :D .. actually... okay luh... i swear.. zhen an has no sense of direction :D

we walked for 20mins in circles >.< .. hahas...

anw.. yay ~!!!

JEAN

p/s: keith owes me a frolick!

2009-12-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

hey people ^_^

its been ages since i've posted....

today was the sec 4 councillors' farewell party :D

it was like quite fun ^_^

got to know our previous SL .. shawn... he actually highlighted his hair blue 0.o

and i was really shocked.. well because i thought councillors (me excluded ) are guai kias >.<

anw.. then had bonding time ... games... and water war :D... got really wet... hehes...

OHOHOHOH~!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT~!!

THE THING IS THEY WERE PLAYING SHINEE SUJU AND DBSK (& OTHERS WHICH I DUN REALLY CARE) SONGS IN THE LH2 :D

its like i didn't know so many peple knew abt shineee :D

they were playing mainly ring ding dong and noona neomu yeppeo :D and some even know the dance ~!!!! i love SHINee :D KEY <3

anw... then went to old airport for board dinner ^_^ .. and bused to granny's hse with hui jun ...

then mommy fetched me home... & well here i am >..<

JEAN

p/s: i think i caught a cold :(

2009-12-11T20:56:00.003+08:00

hey people ^_^

gosh.. i'm getting really really bored of posting....

and real lazy too....

>.<

SHINee ROCKS... okay.. like OBVIOUSLY....:D

i am sooooo excited!!!

*sssshhhh *

KEYYY~!!! <3

LOL >.<

JEAN

obsessed with SHINee (KEY<3)

2009-12-04T11:04:00.002+08:00

hey peepsss!!!!!

i haven posted in like 100000000000 years >.<

anw.... ytd met bryan koh (kor) for breakfast? ate 3 nuggets :P ... he ate alot... well not exactly.. but to me, thats alot for breakfast.... anw... then MRTed to aljunied with him.. where he alighted and i went to meet ponut ^_^ ..

then we (ponut and i) mrted down to somerset where we met winkiii ^_^ ...

bla blah blah...

went to catch new moon ^_^

JACOB BLACK AKA TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SOOOOOOO HOTT !!! <3

JEAN

2009-11-26T15:58:00.002+08:00

hey people!! ^_^

sunday- paintball aka "painball"(tee hee.. by ponut)

woke up at 5.45 in the morning... *yawnss*

anw.. then went for breakfast once we reached JB ...

saw a boy who got hurt while playing paintball... so melissa and i got real worried...(scared actually) >.< ... then dropped the ladies off at a shopping mall while the rest of us (kids and guys)approached our destination... :D

played in that small urban land first..before approaching the jungle...

spent first few rounds camping at base with melissa (we were too afraid to move anywhere ) >.<

jungle was really big.. and mosquitos were like really really really plentiful..... and i got 20 bites after tht...

anw..

"killed"

daryl ^_^

once when he was sneaking up on melissa from behind...

"died"

once... when brendan sneaked up from behind me and told me to surrender...>.<

other times were all when my bullets ran out or my gun failed me >.<

anw.. it was really fun..!!!!

monday & tuesday

forgot what i did... slacked i think ^_^

wednesday - dance& eds camp

dance was the usual ...^_^

wingkuan aka jie always makes dance and the awkward atmosphere alot better.. :D

then went to change.. while jie also went to change into her home clothes... met up with zk and gis ^_^ and i got a free packet of lunch :D ... (from eds camp)

anw.... then jie had to leave le D: ...

joined the rest of EDS for the 'amazing race' ^_^

hehe... and WE WON!!!!

our group i mean........ it was really amazing.. since we were slacking throughout...

and we avoided the forfeit which was eating unbaked cake... EWWWW....

okay lols.... anw then played some more games.. and then had dinner... and walked home with ben...not really .. its like we were going the same direction.. so yeahh...

anw yeahhh.. then

home sweet home

JEAN

p/s: didn't stay over >.<

2009-11-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

hey people! ^_^

monday

went to catch a movie with ker yih kor kor and bro... lolss...

anw... watched a song of sparrows

its a nice show... partially... the ending's weird though.. it ends with a ostrich. LOLS...

okayy... but there's like a story behind it.... ( the ostrich i mean)

my brother fell asleep though ... lols ..

ohoho!! didn't eat dinner cause i was snacking before the movie^_^..

i even sneaked some food in...*oppss* >.<

tuesday

had dance in the morning...

took a bus there... coz mommy had to take a golf test in JB... lolss

thought i'd be late.. but the lesson started 45 mins later then said....

anw... dance was fine... till the end... shan't say what...

wednesday

caught 2012 withwing kuan and sophie.. ^_^

met at bugis mrt at 12... sophie came later... inbetween, jie and i went snacking ^^

(or was it only me).. anw.. also skipped lunch coz was full alrd >.<

2012 is a really nice show!!

slacked at iluma (is that how you spell it?) anw... sophie and i went crazy at comics connection where we scouted for the laminated eunhyuk card or whatever you call it... and suju stuff...<3

then jie and i bought tarot cards ^^ for fun... hehes... and to test the accuracy of the cards i asked " does wei qin like wei zhong ^^ " the question didn't get answered though.. coz we screwed up.. the freaking instructions were in mandarin !!! ...

anw... then mommy dropped me off at vivo to meet kor and wei cheng (kor's friend) for dinner... shopped arnd... went for dinner... met another of his friend....

then they went to giant to get some stuff... and kor sat in the freaking trolley while wei cheng pushed him in it... trust me.. they were like two crazy retards.... wei cheng gave it a hard push.. and then he'd always let go of it... once, my bor almost flied out... that was when he squashed a cup of magee mee. which was also in the trolley... LOLS....

trust me... everyone were starring at them....

it was funny though... looking at two retards flying arnd in the shopping mall.....

hehes... then kor went to buy his bag.. and home sweet home... ^^

JEAN

~~liar~~

2009-11-15T13:36:00.002+08:00

hey people!!

went shopping with claudia ytd...

OMG luh..... i am so not going shopping with her again!!!

lolss.. my pocket went empty super quickly...

claudia = shopaholic

bought lotsa stuff :D

was really glad my ATM(mommy) was there !!

:D:D:D

bought:

charm bracelet $21.50

claudia got one too :D its matching... sorta

top (baby pink) $10

its from a pushcart... claudia got one too!!the same one.. but she got white

jumper $48

from gingersnap

top $36

from gingersnap.. claudia bought it too :D

another top $31

also from gingersnap

charles & keith purse $29.90(after discount $25.40)

claudia bought the same one too!! :D but diff colour

!!!!!!! see how much i've spent!! D:

JEAN

p/s: gingersnap is officially my fav clothes shop(whatever you call it)!!! ..as of ytd :D

2009-11-12T15:23:00.002+08:00

hey people!!!!

omg...

last few days were real fun...

but really exhausting at then same time

9-10 nov

class chalet

WAYY FUN :D well... it wasn't really that fun...

but being together with friends likethat, i must say, is wayy cool :D

i love my friends fyi !!!

so yeah... grace and i took up the whole freaking bed...

and i slept for only 3hrs...

but shall not complain... since some didn't even sleep a wink...

(coz ,well, grace and i were having the whole king sized bed to our selves)

and yeah... i found 7 layers of blankets on me when i woke up...

zxp said he put it on me to make sure i didn't catch a cold *rolls eyes*

like WOW.... thx man... i'm damn "touched"

:D hehess......

wanted to go to escape the next day... but it was closed... so went home instead and slpet for 5 hrs straight...

11-12 nov

councillors retreat

FUN :D

damn tiring at the same time...

THE FREAKING CHALET WAS HAUNTED

night walk wasn't as scary as i thought it would be...

they actually booked two chalets.. 4(for girls) and 7 (for guys)

but ended up we only used 7 cause 4 was haunted.. (shu ling can see those stuff.. chee liang and yang jun can feel stuff)

ended up 4 was super "dirty" and 7 was quite"dirty"...

but... well.. the point is... it was super scary... since i could see(from the corner of my eye) a black figure staring at me from the second floor living room( exactly the part shu ling said was part of that "thing's" route..she only told me the next day so it wasn't 'xin1 li3 zuo4 yong4') and thats why i coudn't sleep only until 5...

then reached home... bathed and stuff...

wanted to take an afternoon nap at 3.45 ..

ended up sleeping through the night..

woke up at only 11.45 the next morning(mum forced me to wake up..)

then went for dance ...

and here i am.. lols

having a severe headache now...

JEAN

p/s:i am never ever gonna sleep for 20hrs again!!!promise!

2009-11-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

My hands are chilled
Dimly, the cold memories of love gather.
I know that I no longer
want to impose my feelings on you.
Because I realize that I cannot love you
even though you are so close to me,
Its too hard for me to be wait
for someone that cannot be mine.
I cant endure any longer
because it will never happen
The name that I once loved
travels further away as I call it,
I write down that name, holding back tears,
I want to hide it within myself.
Please understand the days
when I had no choice but to love you
A love that was never realized, is still love
The feeling of love,
which cannot be realized alone, draw near.
The yearning for this love I couldnt even begin
only grows bigger,
and in a column of my chilled heart,
only your scent remains.
The name that I once loved
travels further away as I call it,
I write down that name, holding back tears,
I want to hide it within myself.
Please understand the days
when I had no choice but to love you
A love that was never realized, is still love
I turn it back a thousand times,
going back to the place I was.
Back before a portion of my heart
was snatched away from me
The name that I once loved
(That I loved)
travels further away as I call it,
I write down that name, holding back tears,
I want to hide it within myself.
Please understand the days
when I had no choice but to love you
Even a short love, is still love

2009-11-07T20:08:00.002+08:00

hey people ^_^

today wasn't exactly cool ...

but the fact that i actually met 5 juniors(from KHS) added to the fact that today was really nice...

first things first..

open house was a utter disaster

i mean... it was like really really really really boring....

(the parents said it themselves )

note:

to all parents who are really interested in letting their child study in CCHMS , pls do not be affected by the lousy open hse... CCH i must say, is a real cool school :D the seniors are really friendly.... and trust me , our ccas are really ALOT better than those you saw today.. i mean i dun think the students actually gave their best...especially the dance club...

you really should see their SYF... trust me... it was totally AWESOME :D...

and please do not hesitate to put CCHMS as your first choice..

7104 !!!!!

i feel really bad coz i sorta made amanda aka ponut spit thrice today... like she was drinking smth and i made her laugh... i always choose the wrong time... (or was it the right time :D *grinnsss* ) anw... we (me ,ponut , eugene) were really laughing.. though i seriously dun fnd it THAT funny.. well i guess its true then...

"friends make each other happy just by being together... :D"

quote from SHINee's 'day photobook part 1'...

anw.. then went to see my newly renovated house...

and let me tell you...

i love my room !!!!

the platform and string curtain and stuff :D it all turned out soo pretty :D

can't wait to move in...

JEAN

love ya loads peeps <3

~~maybe.. maybe i have learnt... not totally but at least halfway realised...~~

~~still... i lack a sense of belonging...~~

2009-11-06T20:49:00.002+08:00

hey people :)

i'm like damn lazy to post luh...

Drama nite

drama night was really cool.. :D

fun rather...

it was really worth the experience... many things happened on that day though...

shall not post about it... :)

today

i'm really tired today... and realy really angry...

i really wanted to sleep and cyrus kept barking...

he really was driving me bonkers...

was really bored the whole of today...

JEAN

p/s : cyrus' gone mad...

:D SHINEE !!! Ft. onew , jonghyun, and some random guy !! <3

2009-11-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

2009-11-02T17:51:00.002+08:00

hey people !!!

recieved loads of really pretty pressies!!

recieved a really really pretty book scrapbook from wingkuan(we're fine now.. and is that what you call it?? a scrapbook?? oh.. anw) THX LOADS JIE!!! :D i loved it ^_^ SWEAR!!!!

was really pissed today after school... shan't post abt it though...or someone might go tell her MOM again... *rolls eyes..*

anw... JARKZ(short form for Jean, Amanda , Ranchel, Kuan and Zhe kai )SOOO ROCKSSS!!!!...

we stayed back and slacked in school till like 4 plus??? ordered KFC :D...but poor ranchel was called to the counselling room even before she could indulge herself in her food... (of course by "you know who" )

anw.. then totally slacked... in the concourse...
then Roi (sec 4 EDS senior)came to join us...
he offered to give us tuition after O levels...
omg.. he smart all right... he got 6As .. like WTF!!
dun ever speak to me!!! jk... hehes...
but the tuition's like NOT free.. so still considering ^_^ ...

OH!!!! and kuan's CL drama costumes is SOOO like wang li wei (HCL teacher)'s dressing!!! OMG :D
sry kiipoo ^_^ oopss.. Zk's line

anw.. then took zk's father's car to eunos mrt where me amanda and ranch ate sushi :D :D :D !!!!
was really yummy :D ranch !!you owe me three sushi bucks!! :D

then took mrt to kembangan MRT where i walked to my granny's hse...

and here i am :D

JEAN

2009-11-02T17:39:00.004+08:00

gisella<3(!): YOOOOOOOOO. ;DDDDDDD today was so fun yknow! (: i really hope you like my prezzie. it's really small though... >.< Love it ^_^.. thx loads gis!!

1 Nov 09, 17:22

bernice: aiya ser jean dun let your emotions get affected ny tat stupid bangla la. she talks **** de. cheer up okay?:D
hahas.. yeah.. EFF!!!!! :D thx!

1 Nov 09, 13:21

weihan: oh n happy bdae! belated! >.<

1 Nov 09, 13:21

weihan: ...more like she's e one whos lazy... -.-lll

1 Nov 09, 13:21

weihan: n pork's one she rote lazy !

1 Nov 09, 13:20

weihan: wat e hell does she noe abot time management stupid prata!!!

1 Nov 09, 13:20

weihan: not attentive, better time management

1 Nov 09, 13:19

weihan: my comments weren't good either...

1 Nov 09, 13:19

weihan: hehe, mummy hiee!
nuer!!! Ello :D EWWW!!... bangla's screwed...thx loadss !! ^_^

1 Nov 09, 12:02

yulin: i mean she said that i must stay focus in class..wth..

1 Nov 09, 12:01

yulin: ranitra just any how comment ppl one leh.. my comment also not much better, much stay focus in class?!!!1

1 Nov 09, 11:59

yulin: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!
Lao gong!! <3>

31 Oct 09, 23:14

HuiJun♥: Hello, SerJean!I BlogHopped And Came To Yours;DIm Glad Im Still On TIme To Wish You : HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Stay Happy And Chio Always;D 加油加油!!!!!♥♥
hiee!! ^_^ hahas.. thx!! :D you too ^_^

31 Oct 09, 20:08

jn;D: HAPPY B"DAY XIAOYI! Love ya babe . you rock to the max ^^ cheer up (:
hiee!! thx :D hehes.. good luck for PSLE results ^_^ must sms me once you get back kay?!! love ya loadss <3

31 Oct 09, 19:40

Sijie.: Tagged.happy birthday.
THX!! :D

31 Oct 09, 17:50

LAURA!@#$%^&*(): HAPPY BIRTHDAY, COOKIE! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. LURVYA!<3thx loads cookie !! ^_^ love euu too<3

31 Oct 09, 14:48

GennieC.: Ahya,you now confirm over 160cm le la. xD

31 Oct 09, 14:46

GennieC.: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SMOOTHIES,WOAINI.:) MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE! AINI~ STAY CHIO & ROCK ON FOR LIFE.
smoothie!! <3>

31 Oct 09, 12:46

gisella<3(!): HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY (:
hey gis!! THX major :D

31 Oct 09, 12:05

huisin: tags!=) and Happy Bday! hav a gr8t day!
^_^ thx!! you too :D

[older messages]

MAGGIE: SERJEANNN! Remember me? HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
hiee!!! of coz rmb you luh!! dance PRO :Dhehess ... THX!!

31 Oct 09, 09:53

ashley: HIEEE! I'M SI YU'S FRIEND! hehe.
hiee!! :D yeahh .. i rmb you ^_^

2009-10-30T22:36:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY LUH...

I NO INTEGRITY??!!!!

NO RESPECT???!!!!!

DOESN'T TAKE MY WORK SERIOUSLY?!!!!!

NOT COMMITTED TO MY WORK?!!!

OMG... THANKS LUH YOU EFFING BANGLA!!!!

PISSED

JEAN

2009-10-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

hey people.. ^_^

recieved lotsa really really pretty pressies today :D

thx loads people!!!

~~i feel so dumb~~

~~Why don't i ever learn my lesson~~

JEAN

2009-10-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

hey ppl...

i'm not so sure if i can really let things go like that...

EOY results i mean...

i promised not to dwell on the past..

and to focus on the future and what's coming instead... but it seems i just can't..

results results RESULTS

i always feel a sting ppl talk abt it...

i guess... i'm really really not used to being like... below others...

i'm really not trying to be proud ...

you know when you get this feeling like smth punched you hard inside.. like more of internally than externally...

internal pain you call it...

yeah thats how i feel...

now to think of it... its alot more than a sting...

squeezed

yeapss...i'm squeezed between councillor , dance and EDS...

i'm not saying i can't handle the stress and stuff...

its just that.. when they come , they come all together...

and when they dun , they leave me totally bored...

why do they have to choose same dates and time and stuff...

URGHH

miscommunication

~~its so hard..~~

~~i'm not sure but...~~

~~why can't he see things from my point of view..~~

~~why is he always against me , suspecting me ...~~

~~accusing me...~~

I'm really glad that things with him are solved... (for today at least )

Thx for everything

JEAN

2009-10-28T18:49:00.002+08:00

hey people...

got another two birthday pressies from ranchel and zhe kai ^_^

omg.. thx LOADS guys :D...

COUNTDOWN :

3 Days to Halloween :D

~~i can't believe HE forgot... so much for promising...~~

JEAN

2009-10-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

hey peeps >.<

after all.. i dun think my birthday would be bad...

today went to city link to meet Kor ** (bryan koh)..

omg.. i swear i'm dumb ... believe or not...i dunno what's a ......WAIT... WHAT WAS THAT WORD??!! oops.. STM omg.... DUMB ME... anw... spent abt 5 - 10 (or maybe more ) mins trying to find him... urghh... i dun get what he was talking abt... abt his location and stuff.. and neither does he understand me..... generation gap luh >.< .. hehes...

oh anw...

spent another 5 mins (i think) deciding on a place to eat...

in the ead.. ate at subway... but i didn't really finish my burger...

OH!!! and he handed me my pressie :D

omg!! THX loads kor ^_^ .. love the gift !! & you <3>.<

then walked arnd and slacked... then bro(real bro... the suckish one) joined us...

then slacked some more...

then mommy came to fetch us home >.<

birthday this year

i'm really really happy... ppl

whom i've never expected to rmb my birthday actually rmbed...

and they even bought me pressies~!!!! <3

omg... i'm really happy and thankfull ^_^

i realised... i owe my friends infinity of depts.. a owe them a lifetime of favours ^_^

for everything they've done for me... for everytime they've been there for me...

for everytime they keep their trust in me... i owe them much more then just favours..

just wanted to say THX

^_^

JEAN

2009-10-26T17:38:00.003+08:00

second time posting today ^_^

badminton

badminton that day was realll SIAN ..

not sure why.. but wasn't really in the mood ..

in fact , i was quite moody then...

lost most matches....

oh! and bryan and brenda didn't come....

tata was just hilarious... but i didn't laugh this time though...

well guess the reason for my mood was my awfully bad results...

was really really worried uncle joe would compare results...

THIS IS THE VERY FIRST TIME I"VE LOST TO TATA IN STUDIES D':

its not so much abt the competition though...

i've learnt from *her that competition isn't everything... even so...

i felt really bad...really really bad...

while everyone was improving , i was doing otherwise....

i'm just really worried... we never know what lies ahead..

for all i know... i might just do worse then my bro...

and disappoint everyone..

EVERYONE who had placed their hopes on me...

warning : pls dun hope to much.... i'm not sure i can make it anymore...

"the past shall stay dead...our path lies ahead"

LOL.... i'm officially BLANK ...

JEAN

2009-10-26T17:11:00.003+08:00

hey people...

I'm not so sure this year's birthday would be one to look forward to...

for starters , i'm gonna have 3hrs of cca on that day frm 2-5

and some councillor thingy after that...

worse , my hse is undergoing renovation...

which also means i can't celebrate it since , well, my hse just ain't available...

worst.... i'm not sure anyone even rmbers it...

its like... "urgh damn... cca on my birthday."

and they go "oh ya~! Saturday's ur birthday"

or worse " isn't ur birthday alrdy over ?"

i'm not complaining ...

well at least i have kor** to celebrate it with me tmr.. ( hope he hasn't forgotten)

and well... my family.. and relatives .. ( some of which doesn't even know my birthday is this sat ) .well once my uncle saw me in my uniform and he was like "is this ur uniform "

and i went " yes "...

then he was like " you're already in secondary school~!!! ???!! "

okae..

and well... my dog >.<

this year has been really really really tough..

mostly due to personal problems...

partially to do with adapting to a new environment...

i just really hope things get better...

~~my birthday wish for this year : to be a better person... to be happier ... for everything to get better.....~~

(my wish shall stay a secret.. ^_^ )

JEAN

2009-10-23T22:41:00.002+08:00

hey peeps...

i freaking screwed up EOYs...(except maths that is)..

Geog was SHOCKing...(in a bad way , mind you)

hist surprisingly didn't fail ...

i didn't fail anything... ( which i would have died if i really did)

Elit was....bad?

so was science...(both sciences)

and everything all together....

Kor** having camp now.. di** not happy...

damn sian luhhh

anw...

really hope everything gets better...

JEAN

2009-10-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

i am so dead

2009-10-17T09:29:00.011+08:00

Si yu & i <3

Little couzies & i <3

2009-10-16T15:11:00.002+08:00

OMG ...

how can you disagree with me that SHINee's new looks are SOOOOOOO HOT ???~!!!!!!!

KEYYY~!!!
*melttsss*

JEAN

2009-10-15T19:17:00.001+08:00

omg.. this is hilarious... PCK rocks :D

2009-10-15T14:40:00.002+08:00

hey people ...

today wasn't really a good day...

smth really bad happened.. and i hope it'll be over really soon...

another quite bad news...

i got 41/50 for maths EOY paper 2...
i lost *her.. i know its bad to compete like that .. but still.... and i have a feeling i'm gonna screw up paper 1 which is tmr...

wish me lucks..

with love ,

JEAN

p/s: going out for lunch with eugene on tuesday..and si yu's coming over at 8.30 >.< ... then we're(si yu and i) going to PS for neo prints ^_^ muahahass... oops... not sure how to arrange the time???

2009-10-11T14:54:00.003+08:00

hey peep~!!

firstly

9/10/09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY~!!!!

i love you

^_^

10/10/09

Went to play badminton today...

suddenly had the "feel" hahsss...

well... i didn't really do alot better ... but i didn't miss any pathetic shorts either...

it was really fun playing the last match with brendan against my bro and tata...

totally hilarious too.. (tata i mean) ...

hahas...

today

MUGGING :D

2009-10-06T21:32:00.004+08:00

i never know which of your words are true...

i never know which of your actions are true...

i never know which of the tears you shed are for real...

i never know when you really mean it...

i never know what you're up to...

till now.. i still dun know what you're like...

you're soo fake till its scary....

JEAN

2009-10-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

today was fun.. and tiring..

had cl tuition in the morning...

i worked really really hard to keep my droopy eyelids open...

then after tuition had lunch ..

and then took a nap >.<

was forced to wake up coz was leaving home for badminton soon...

reached there 30mins late..
urghh....

as usuall.. my badminton skillls were really bad...

super duper sry to bryan , brendan and whoever was made to pair up with me.. ~!!

oh... and a super big thx to brendan who helped me to win one match ^_^...
muahaha...at least then i won't seem pathetic..

but really it was just me giving free points to the opponents.. and poor brendan earning them back.. :P whoopss...

then went to grandma's hse where all the cousin's played candle and sparkles and fire :X

was damn fun..

then i had an all girls chat with my littl couzies who told me abt their crushes 0.o

btw, damn you Eugene~! >.<

oh then bathed... and here i am :D

JEAN
p/s: thx loads for tagging peeps.. love you all loadss

2009-10-03T00:34:00.002+08:00

Today was a mixture of total opposites...

well.. lets see ... the morning sucked while afternoon onward rocked...

obviously having see her face made me boil..
no.. boil isn't the right word...
eugene gave me just the right phrase (maybe abit more anger than that) to describe my anger then...

"the innate temptation to throw her in flames,watching her eyeballs melt and turn into mist, her muscles exposed to burns and slowly rotting away into black substance, to see her disintegrate into the fire"

and that was how i felt... that was what i wished i could see... wished i could do... wished she would experience...
even now...

and i think i practically screwed my english ,mind you , papers...

after school went to chat with ranchel and jessica of 1IT...amanda to was there... we were all waiting for Eugene...

then bused to singpost where jessica left first to take the MRT home... leaving behind amanda,ranchel eugene and i...

ate at long john sliver...

^_^.. it was my choice..

but i choose it mostly becoz i haven ate there in centuries... and i've almost forgotten how it taste...

omg... time at long john practically zoomed by...

mainly becoz we were having such a great time laughing like a bunch of total retards...

we must have left a 'great' and 'interesting' experience for the cashier :D

then i went to ponut's hse where we comp-ed and played taboo...

gosh.. love her hse luhh....

then sent ponut to parkway where she had piano tuition and i met kor and ker yih for a movie at Vivo...

and now.. here i am :D

JEAN

2009-10-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE I TRUSTED HER AGAIN....

I CAN'T BELIEVE I SHEDED TEARS FOR HER AGAIN

SHE DID IT YET AGAIN....

2009-09-30T21:04:00.002+08:00

hey people..

we cleared everything up today..
but clearly , all of us thought that things could nver be the same again...
and i broke my promise abt the "last tears for her" thingy that i said.. coz apparently i cried again today..
but today WILL be the last...
or at least i hope so..

JEAN

2009-09-28T17:37:00.001+08:00

Note:

That "someone" if you ever do read this , pls know that i DO NOT hate you.. its just that i'm not so sure things can ever be the same again ...

JEAN

2009-09-27T14:30:00.002+08:00

hey people..

i read through my diaries this morning and i realised the many nonsensical times when i have sheded tears for her...
i rmbed how i told myself not to wry when everything at home was going wrong for me becoz i knew i had someone to count on ... HER... i realised how many stupid times i've blamed myself for things going wrong between us...
i finally realised how gullible i was....

to that one someone :

i finally realised how stupid i was to cry for you when behind my back you were laughing AT me... telling ppl how much you hated me.... i finally realised how idiotic and totally moronic it was of me to put ALL my trust on you and thought that i could always count on you no matter what...i finally realised how dumb i was to believe my own lies.. ( that i had someone to count on in school)... i finally realised how really gullible i was to believe that the reason you were avoiding me was MY fault... the reason our friendship was breaking was because MY attitude really sucked... the reason my attitude sucked was really becoz I SUCKed big time...

oh how stupid i was to fend for you when others told me this obviously wasn't true friendship.. oh how stupid i was to fend you and said you did it for my good... oh how really really stupid i was to really really change becoz of you.. and how really dumb i was to feel so happy when you told amanda that i've improved..when behind my back you told her you still hated me...
oh how really dumb it was of me to trust you for 9 months...

this mornings' would be my last tears for you...

ur once most faithful friend ,
JEAN

i'm glad i finally came to my senses..and well the chances of her visiting my blog is 0.01% nevertheless.. i dun wanna become another of her... i dun want to be another hypocrite... one who pretends to be so nice to you but behind ur back hates you to bits...

thx to all who have been helping me during this time..
brendan
crissie jie jie
(those in CCH or 1FG will not be mention due to privacy purpose.. )
you know who you are and i just wanted to tell you how much i appreciate it ^_^

true friends are those who make you happy just by being together.. hence *you dun have to act.. i guess things might have been alot better if you told me you hated me in the face...

JEAN

2009-09-26T16:00:00.002+08:00

shall post bout ytd..

25/9/09
yesterday was as usual..
did duty with hui jun and thin khine during recess...
then we had maths test which was okay...
then smth and lastly chem test after school which was also okay..

then went to eat at eatz culture with Jolene ^_^..
ate till damn full luh..
and we talked abt loads of Stuff ...
really had fun ^^

reached home..
used comp while chatting with eugene on msn and si yu on sms :D
then later msn-ed with amanda.. talked abt loads of things too...
i'm gonna speak to *her...coz i dun wanna be another hypocrite...

end here ^_^

JEAN
p/s : LOVE YA LOADS PEOPLE~!!!

2009-09-25T19:07:00.002+08:00

OMG.. i can't believe i'm 2 days late...

i'm soo disapointed in myself...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KEY OPPA~!!

Sarang hae yo ^_^

SHINee~!!

WAYYYYY cute^_^

p/s : happy b'dae to grace , byran and ding xiang...

and and.. my xiao lao gong^_^..

SI YU<3

JEAN

LOVEss~!!

2009-09-25T15:46:00.002+08:00

i think i sorta regretted telling you all that...

i dun want to be another of her...

pretending to be nice infront of someone when behind their backs , you hate them to bits...

.... this is soo bad....

2009-09-22T21:43:00.002+08:00

hiee people^_^..

i feel happy today... and its smth really really rare... well firstly maybe because i've finally known what happiness really is.. let me share it with you... :D

Happiness is not how pretty you are...

its not how rich you are...

its not how popular you are...

its not how famous you are..

its not how many suitors you have..

Happiness is just being alive and knowing that someone , even one someone at least , cares ^_^

and i should be really really happy... coz not only am i alive... i'm here totally well and healthy ^_^... and i KNOW strongly without a doubt... that somewhere , someone , maybe even more tHan one someone , cares .. :D

Next, i let people know how i feel... and i felt alot better after that.. maybe it doesn't really help the current situation... but at least then you know that you're not alone... and that someone's together with you on this...

Lastly... i realised who my true friends were... not people who pretend to be nice in front of you... but those who really stand by you time and times again... people whom doesn't just PRETEND ... people who really mean everything from the bottom of their heart... people whom i KNOW i can rely on.. :D...

Thanks ~!!

Note: i really hate those who pretend to be nice to you in front of everyone... those who pretend to be nice to everyone.. people who tell you only things that pleases you... and behind the scenes , is a totally different person... just wanted to let these people know that we can't hide our true selves... somehow , somewhere , without us knowing , they appear... and if you have tried fooling me... you have failed miserably....

p/s : When i say Thank you .. i really mean it...

JEAN

^_^

Thanks 4 everything~!!

Kor n i <3 night safari

2009-09-15T22:17:00.007+08:00

keke ...

^_^

LOVEsS~!!

JEAN

Dear all

2009-09-11T00:04:00.002+08:00

hey people...

many things happened these few days...

From me to you...

To everyone i've offended:

i'm really sry abt everything... i've never meant it like that.. and it all might just be a misunderstanding if only you let me explain.. i'm not the sort of person to really think and process every single thing that comes out from me .. be it as actions or words... and sometimes people misunderstand and they get offended.. i'm also not the type to really reflect on it.. so i might not know if i had said anything i shouldn't ...

just wanted to let you all know that deep down that was never my intention...

To everyone who has always been there for me

I thank you a billion times for always keeping ur trust on me... its feel so easy being myself around you all ^_^ ... thanks for always being there for me especially through my tough times... i greatly appreciate it.. and i'll never forget any of you..

Friends 4eva~!!

JEAN

2009-09-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hey people...

I'm officially upset...

Its hard to explain though...

Went for badminton on friday... bloody flopped as usual.. super sry tata...

Good news : i passed the student councillor interview ^_^

Bad news : there are 3 more round ...Grrrr...

anw... thx ALOT for taggin^_^ do tag more~~~!!!!

JEAN

LOVEsS~!!

2009-08-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!! long time noo post..hahasss

forgot everything that happened already.. ^_^
hehes...

today went for badminton again... it was okay.. but my skills are seriously just as bad.. or should i say WORSE

thx ALOT Bryan for putting up with my superrr Bad badminton skills

and i'm super sry we lost becoz of me ^^ Oopss...

p/s: i swear the last thing you want when playing badminton is to be paired up with me...lolsss >.< ..

after that went for dinner with auntie cherry and family... (ate steamboat till i was damn full) and then they came overto have a look at cyrus ^_^

and they just left.. muahahass...

Buhbyee^_^

JEAN

ONEW !!!<3 and jessica

2009-08-22T23:08:00.000+08:00

2009-08-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps ^.^

Went for badminton just now...
my badminton still sucks like MAJORLY alot...
Thx Brendan for putting up with my super sucky badminton skills...
And everyone else who had to team up with me ^^.. keke

then after badminton went for dinner with ashley, sophia and all.

END

p/s: Jie cut her hair damn short.. 0.o .. wonder how she'll look ..
pp/s: wore contacts officially for the first time today..>.<

thx loads for tagging peeps.. pls do tagg more ^_^ !!
LOVEsS~!!

JEAN

2009-08-19T16:36:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!
i can tell that my blog seriously is dead... and i'm like really really lazy to post..
Might be goin' back to khs on 28/8 ^_^ YAY~!!!
i wanna go for khs dancee !! mis them loads luhs ^_^

nth much happened today...

I've been trying my best notto think abt it...
but somehow it seems so true

JEAN
p/s : i love KEY <3
SHINee Hwaiting !!

2009-08-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!
lols... i'm actually like quite sick of blogging now...
urghhh..

YTD

went to catch a movie with jie after school...
watch where got ghost ...
it isn't a nice show... trust mee.... lols..
then after the movie ended at abt 11 .. we sent her home...

oh.. and she got a big scolding from her sis in the car...
damn scary...
so sry jiee...

nth much ler...

I'M TOTALLY SIANNzz...

JEAN
p/s : totally not lookin' forward to badminton later...

SJ - dedicated to my beloved lao gong !

2009-08-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

i dun know who is who but i found it really beautiful..
hahas...

emo~

2009-08-09T14:23:00.001+08:00

Hey people :)
have sorta been emoing almost the whole of ytd...

~~maybe it was all just wishful thinking on my part all this while~~
~~then again.. maybe its just me thinking too much... I HOPE ..~~

ytd woke up at 11 . Oops =P .. hahas.. then went with ah yih to see the davinci exhibition and visited science centre ..
then mummy fetched me for badminton with.. the usual...
after that had BBQ at regenvile ...
finally...
went home...

lolss..

JEAN

2009-08-09T13:25:00.000+08:00

wishin' every one a

very very very very very very very very very very very very

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

happy 44th birthday Singapore!!

JEAN

Obessed with SHINee !
Key<3
^_^

2009-08-05T18:54:00.000+08:00

hey peeps..
its has since been eternity since i posted.. hahas.. exaggerating apparently ^_^
anw.. last weekend was good.. stayed over at Bryan, brendan's hse and as usual.. it was cool and fun ^_^ .. in a way.. hahas.

Badminton
badminton was normal...
i didn't get to play much though since there weren't enuf courts and obviously they were occupied by the guys and the adults..
i wonder what happened to ladies first.. anw, Brenda didn't join us or badminton coz he was running a fever..
Awww... was sorta upset not to see him there.. oh.. and as usual, tata was his crazy and humorous self ... and he kept me entertain most of the time...

Their hse - day 1( friday)
Ate dinner before bathing.. then slacked in their room till abt 11.30pm then went to sleep... then stupid tata kept disturbing me by making those ghostly noise.. and my brother too.. then he used the torch to shine on his face thinking that that will gimme the creeps.. but he's just seriously wrong .. hahas

Their hse - day 2 (sat)

Saturday morning woke up at 10 am. apparently, i slept for 10.5 hours straight.. will both tata and i.. kor kor woke up much earlier for training leaving me and the boys (brendan, bryan and branson) in the house.. watched TV (the asian food channel ..LOL) while struggling with idiotic Bio .. then totally gave up on it and just TV-ed the whole day...

Skip ..
after dinner , did hw with and for tata..
i practically finished all my bio ws ^_^..
and on top of that.. i worte one whole english newpaper review for tata.. oh.. and a movie review..

He owes me two!!

oh then TV-ed again.. and off to bed.. (kor kor slept at ker yihs hse)

their hse - day 3(sunday)

today woke up at 11.30am.. slept for like eternity.. lolss... tata too !ohoh!! anw.. tata ate two full packets of nasi lemak and four kuays for brunch... LOLs...
Brendan and bryan had left super early in the morning for their race.. so tata and i were left at home.. as usual.. TV-ed... and abt 12.30 bryan brendan came back...
and kim ah yih came to fetch me at abt 3 ^_^

nth much le..

last few days were just really SIAN...

hahas...

tag more kayy ^_^

LOVESS!!

JEAN

2009-07-30T17:52:00.003+08:00

hey peeps ^_^

i know my blog's like just about DEAD.. that's why i'm here posting again..

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR!!

^_^

tmr gonna reach school at 6.40 am(WOW.. ) coz mum's gonna to leave for the airport straight after that.. then after all the boring lesson would be having dance :)...then drop my things home b4 going to (Bryan,brendan and branson)'s hse and would follow them for badminton..(with kor of course).. then would have dinner and we would be staying over at their hse again this week.. Yeps! :D..

lols...anw.. today was normal.. ( in school that is) nth special happened... ohh!! did i mention we were having an excursion tmr?! WOOTS s!!*

oh.. anw... after school walked with jie to the bus-stop while she told me all abt The Twilight Saga .. it sounded really interesting and i can't wait to read the third book :)(i've read twilight and new moon) ...

~~urghhh.. i'm not sure i can take this any longer~~

buhbye!!

^_^

JEAN

p/s: i'm soo pissedd

pp/s: thx loads for tagging :D

ppp/s: i dun really like robert pattison

TOoDLESs~!!!<3

2009-07-26T13:01:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!..

have kinda lost interest in blogging these few days..

stayed over at brendan ,bryan and branson(tata)'s hse ytd... slpet at abt 2 .

watched TV and slacked in their room till 1.40... then was chased into "my room" ( the room i was sleeping in) by tata.. so decided to go to sleep...

ohohohoh!!!! .. and guess what.. I FINALLY GOT MY SHINee CD/DVD!!!

THX LOADS CRISSIE JIE JIE ^_^

anw.. today morning woke up at dunno what time.. all i knew was that i woke up earlier than my bro and brendan which , for me , is quite an achivement ^_^ !

hahas.. then had breakfast and mommy came...

oh damn.. STM..

badminton

badminton that day started out just as disastrous or worse... then i slowly picked it upand i beat tata once!! muahaha .. CONTENTED ^_^

anw.. thx loads for taggin' peeps!!

LOVESS~!!

^_^

SHINee!!! KEY <3

2009-07-22T21:37:00.001+08:00

oh , btw ppl.. i cut my hairrr!!!

and its kinda screwed up now.. hahas .

ENJOY <3

^_^

2009-07-22T14:06:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!!

haven been posting for like centuriesss... hahass...

nth much really happened... ytd had some dance workshop.. went with jie ^_^.. and the teacher turned out to be her sister's dance instructor 0.o... what seemed like a total nightmare actually turn out fun ^_^.. hahas... we did ballet and contemporary dance... also saw some hip hop performances put up by our seniors... really cool.. hahas..

anw.. gonna cut my hair later.. muahahas.. finally.. my hair and fringe is too long ^_^ ...

love ya ppl!!! muaaacckss :D

p/s: thx loaddsss 4 taggin'

pp/s: I LOVE SHINee!!(KEY <3)

ppp/s : i love you too ^_^

toodleS~!!

JEAN

^_^ ... featuring .. SHINee and Super junior!

2009-07-15T22:55:00.004+08:00

yayyy...

2009-07-13T17:15:00.002+08:00

Hey people!!..

haven't been posting for the last.. errr.. 7 ... 8 days?! i think...

so sry.. have been into some taiwan drama series... its not really VERY nice.. but still worth watching ^_^.. hahas..

firstly...

I HATE MS JUNI

^_^...

i seriously hope some teacher comes and see my blog... much less she herself... but yes.. she sucks to the damn core...

i know it has totally no link to whatever i wanna post.. but still.. just know that i hate her... she gets on my nerves...

next ...

BADMINTON ON SATURDAY !!

^_^ ...

i'm going to play badminton on saturday . YAY!!!!... haven played it like in centuries...i think i might even have forgotten how to hold the badminton racket...

ohoh.. and.. we're going with ( the usual cool ppl ) branson ,brendan ,bryan and parents.. and sophia , ashley and parents... yeppsss ^_^...

AND.. its gonna be a weekly affair (as said by uncle joe) .. so once a week we'll be playing badminton at this place where he book.. yaaayy... :D ..

hehe...

lastly..

COUZIE AND GRANDMA'S BIRTHDAY TO BE CELEBRATED ON SATURDAY EVENING

^_^..

yay cake!!!

toodles ~!!

yo soo gotta watch these .. SHINee fighting!! <3

2009-07-06T21:03:00.002+08:00

sry ... you're too late ^^

LOVESS~!!

2009-07-06T16:14:00.002+08:00

hey ppl!!

have been watching this realy nice jap drama series... and i cried like mad at the end... it was really touching luhhss...

hahas.. am really bored.. and once again.. i'm posting for the sake of posting...

i love my dog ^_^( no link)

and i LOVE SHINee !!!!!

espeacially KEYYYY <3!!

TOODLESS~!!

tagged by wei han nuerr...

2009-07-06T15:56:00.002+08:00

15 questions about you, no matter what,just be honest
1.whats your current status?
---Student?
2.does your crush love you?
---clueless.
3.whats your current mood?
---beyond vexed ... to the point that i feel like ripping my hair off my head...
4.who did you take pics with last time?
---MY dog CYRUS :D
5.in your full name,which word you like the most?
---JEAN...
6.what colour t-shirt are you wearing now?
---White with an orange pic
7.have you have any near death experience?
---YESH..when i was being chased by a super big white dog when i was young..
8.do you watch tv more than 5 hours?
---lately.. not really.. unless its some drama series .. i'll be stuck to the TV for 12hrs ++
9.who's your crush
--- ...
10.if god grants you 3 wishes,what will it be?
---TO FLY!!!!
---To be happy everyday of my life !
--- 4 my family to be healthy ^_^
11.when is your happy day?
--- it varies..
12. do you ever make your friend cry
--- I'm not sure.. i hope not..and i try not..
13.whats your natural hair colour?
---black.. a tinge of dark brown?
14.have you ever kissed in a mrt?
---obviously not.. its called public display of affection..and it disgusts me.. other that holding hands..definitely not frenching!!
15.write smth abt the person who tagged you to do this quz
--- she's my nuer ^_^
16.what do you feel about this quiz?
--- *dotz*

5 ppl to do this quiz
(optional if you have done it)
-yu lin (lao gong)
-Wing kuan (jie)
-Amanda (ponut)
-Deanna (parrot)
- ANYBODY
^_^

LOVESS~!!

continueedd :D

2009-07-02T15:57:00.002+08:00

TUESDAYcontinued as of previous post

oh.. anw.. once i was laughing so hard.and so as to not get myself into trouble, i turned to face the window(while laughing) .. and when i turned back.. he was on the floor.. in this "spilt" position.. and he was trying to pick something up.. he went " ahh ahh ahh .." as he inched downwardss.... and i started laughing like hell again... just as everyone else did..

enuf abt him.. anw.. after school , went for lunch with jie.. and call to ask mommy if she couldn't fetch me after that... then saw Rhine(i was still on the phone) .. waved and said hello.. he smiled back... (usual response from a person with a right mind...) which is so not me.. coz i'm normally HYPER ^_^... oh.. then reached the hawker....and ate japanese food.. and it was soo delicious that i polished the plate clean... :D... which to jie was a miracle.. hehe.. then ate some snowflakes thingy which looked revolting but tasting really nice ^_^

^^
then went home

thee end

2009-07-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps!!!

As i said .. i have loads to posts... but as you know, due to my STM.. i have forgotten most of the details ^_^... *keke

Saturday, CCHMS 70th anniversary

i met jie and another two sec 4 seniors at City hall (mummy fetched me there :D) and we walked to suntec tgt...
met the rest and went up... rehearsed.. went for 1.5 lunch break .. obviously with jie.. and yiru tagged along ^_^... wen to eat some yoshinoya stall... (however you spell it.. the food was nice.. and for once... i finished eating before jie :D oh.. then went to watson's... and back to the gathering placee...
then rehearsed again... and changed into our costume... then went to put make-up.. lol... oh.. and we had to put fake eyelashes that made my eyes look really BIG :D...
oh.. then we ate the dinner provided.. rehearsed again.. ( for pete's sake.. we're just holding boks.. why rehearse so many times?!!) .. oh then waited for our turn.. and then i held FOURTEEN thick books.. for 20mins.. and after that. my arm my aching like hell....
oh .. then mommy came to fetch my to join the rest (my couz, my bro, my littl' couzies, my aunts, uncles and all) in sentosa ^_^ !! yay me~!!

SENTOSA

bathed . and took abt more than 1 hr coz i had to remove the thick makeup and there was hell alotta gel on my hair... it was HARD... my hair i mean . not the gel...
then went out.. mommy went home... kor kor and ker yih kor kor ate cereals with fresh milk... while i ate instant noodles :D.. i was freakin hungry.. we ate dinner at abt 4.30 -5 ? i think... oh anw... then we went to sleep... and ker yih kor kor was snoring so loud at night... i couldn't really sleep...

SUNDAY

i was the last to wake up the next morning... obviously due to the lack of sleep i had the previous night...still drowsy, i struggled outta bed and went for the buffet breakfast.. which,for me, was a total waste of money... first.. took pancakes.. and their pancakes were burnt and ended up hard and crispy.. ever eaten crispy pancake? every bite you took.. you could hear the crunch.... EWW... and then i took porridge.. it was the worst porridge i've ever eaten... watery,tasteless, diluted... ERRRRWWW..... ker yihkor kor tasted it .. and he was like.. "YUCKSSS!!!!... dun eat it.. dun let it spoil ur appetite.. this is the worst porridge i've eaten...".. but it HAS already spoiled my appetite.. and i left it wasted... as i did with the pancakes.. Oops...
but i heard from my brother and ker yih.. the other food were nice... suay me... haiz...

oh.. then we went for the luge ride and the sky ride.. which was damn fun. :D...
then went swimming.. i had to go to the kiddy pool coz my couzies wanted to follow me around and obviousy they can't go to they deep pool.. i ended up having to play those kiddy slides with them.. but it ended up really fun :D..

hehe.. then we washed up.. and went for lunch...
SATISFYING ^_^ !

MONDAY

nothing much happened... school was half day so we went home at 12. :D
in the evening .. went to catch a movie with mommy and aunt kim :D.. we watched transformers.. and trust me.. it ROCKSSS.. but if you didn't watch transformers 1 then you might not really understand the front portion of the movie.. but still... go watch transformers 2.. ^_^.. you won't regret :D

Tuesday

today was REALLY happening..
my new D&T teacher is really. such a JOKE .. i really dunno how else to describe him.. its just that every second durring his lesson everyone is laughing so hard till their crying and he doesn't realise.. the thing is. he doesn't mean for it to be funny.. i mean.. it wasn't meant to be a joke.. he was serious.. he just didn't know that the way he said things was way hilarious.. and i'm sitting right infront of him and its really torturing to keep from bursting out laughing...

oh.. his name is , when si yu asked him.., BLG sim... and then he told us .. BL sim meant bengali sim... mr bengali sim
... he said it in this really weird way.. and we started holding back our laughters... oh.. and there was once he said..

" rule #3 .. never run, shout or play in the workshop.. " continues.. " what if... the machine was on.. and what if ur fingers happened to be where the cutting thingy was and what if ur fingers went in.. and then ur fingers would be dangling on the skin".. and we were like "eww".. he imagines the situation to himself.. and said " No Way man!! shitz man! "
only he said the "shit" without the T and with a Z .... oh and did i mention.. HE IS 60 yrs old... with back and leg problems... and his nostrils... one is bigger than the other.. there's a mole on top of the smaller one.. grace says maybe its becoz his mole is too heavy and thats why that nostril is smaller...

will be continued